Laura Nowlin

A love story spanning the history of two teenagers' lives and all the moments when if one little thing had been different, their futures would have been together instead of apart.

a novel

If he had been with me

I wasn't with Finn on that August night. But I should've been. It was raining, of course. And he and Sylvie were arguing as he drove down the slick road. No one ever says what they were arguing about. Other people think it's not important. They do not know there is another story. The story that lurks between the facts. What they do not know—the cause of the argument—is crucial.



If he had been with me 

An intensely emotional and gripping companion novel to Laura Nowlin's USA Today and New York Times Bestselling novel If He Had Been With Me about the love that both breaks and heals us. Perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover and Jenny Han. If only I'd told her that I loved her years ago, then I wouldn't be here now. Finn has always loved Autumn. She's not just the girl next door or his mother's best friend's daughter, she is his everything. But she's not his girlfriend. That's Sylvie, and Finn would never hurt her, so there's no way Autumn could know how he truly feels. Jack, Finn's best friend, isn't so sure. He's seen Finn and Autumn together. How could she not know? And how is he supposed to support and protect Finn when heartache seems inevitable? Autumn surrounds herself with books and wants to write her own destiny--but one doesn't always get a new chapter and fate can be cruel to those in love. Told through three different perspectives, If Only I Had Told Her is a love story brimming with truth, tragedy, and the unexpected bonds that heal us.

If Only I Had Told Her

An intensely emotional and gripping companion novel to Laura Nowlin's USA Today and New York Times Bestselling novel If He Had Been With Me about the love that both breaks and heals us. Perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover and Jenny Han. If only I'd told her that I loved her years ago, then I wouldn't be here now. Finn has always loved Autumn. She's not just the girl next door or his mother's best friend's daughter, she is his everything. But she's not his girlfriend. That's Sylvie, and Finn would never hurt her, so there's no way Autumn could know how he truly feels. Jack, Finn's best friend, isn't so sure. He's seen Finn and Autumn together. How could she not know? And how is he supposed to support and protect Finn when heartache seems inevitable? Autumn surrounds herself with books and wants to write her own destiny—but one doesn't always get a new chapter and fate can be cruel to those in love. Told through three different perspectives, If Only I Had Told Her is a love story brimming with truth, tragedy, and the unexpected bonds that heal us.

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Friends to Lovers Series Volume 1 and 2 If He Had Been with Me + If Only I had Told Her

»Dieses Buch hatte eine unbeschreibliche Sogwirkung auf mich! Ich war von der ersten Zeile an gefesselt. Hochgradig emotional, romantisch und spannend. Für mich ein Jahreshighlight!« Ayla Dade »Right person, wrong time. Mich hat schon ewig kein Buch mehr so berührt. Auch Monate nach dem Beenden des Romans bleiben von meinem Herzen nur noch tausend kleine Teile übrig.« Nathalie_reads Auf einer regennassen Straße soll sich Finns und Autumns Schicksal für immer entscheiden. In dem Moment, als das Auto von der Fahrbahn abkommt. Doch eigentlich beginnt Autumns und Finns Geschichte viel früher: Schon ihre Mütter sind beste Freundinnen und so wachsen sie Tür an Tür auf, verbringen jede freie Minute gemeinsam, kennen den anderen besser als sich selbst. Bis aus ihrer Freundschaft etwas anderes wird. Nur kann Autumn sich diese tiefen Gefühle nicht eingestehen. Stattdessen versucht sie, Finn zu vergessen. Doch wie soll sie das schaffen, wenn ihr Herz so verräterisch schlägt, sobald sich ihre Blicke treffen? Und wie soll sie das schaffen, wenn niemand jemals Finns Platz in ihrem Herzen einnehmen kann? Alles beginnt mit einer Freundschaft. Doch wie wird ihre Geschichte enden? Fesselnd und herzzerreißend. If He Had Been With Me ist perfekt für Leser*innen von: •Zeitgenössischen Liebesromanen für Teenager •Unwiderstehlichen und fesselnden Romanen •Komplexen emotionalen YA-Geschichten •TikTok Büchern •Jenny Han, Colleen Hoover und Dustin Thao

Roman. Der Spiegel Bestseller und NYT Nr.1 Bestseller – jetzt auf Deutsch

Roman. Die emotionalste TikTok-Sensation des Jahres - Nr 1 NY Times Bestseller. Jetzt auf Deutsch

O LIVRO QUE VIROU UM FENÔMENO NO BOOKTOK Autumn consegue imaginar em detalhes a noite do acidente — a chuva enlameando o asfalto, a discussão entre Finny e a namorada dele, Sylvie, o carro vermelho deslizando pela estrada. Mas nada disso é tão claro para Autumn quanto a certeza de que se ele estivesse com ela, tudo teria sido diferente. Desde que nasceram, Autumn e Finny eram inseparáveis. Além de terem nascido com poucos dias de diferença, suas mães são melhores amigas e moram uma do lado da outra. Só que isso era antes... A chegada do ensino médio os levou a mundos opostos: Autumn passou a fazer parte do grupo de excluídos e Finny se tornou aquele garoto que todo mundo quer estar por perto. Mas o que fez tudo mudar de forma tão drástica? E como as coisas poderiam ter sido diferentes se eles nunca tivessem se distanciado? Da autora best-seller do New York Times Laura Nowlin, Se ele estivesse comigo é um doloroso, autêntico e brutal retrato de amor, de arrependimento e dos impactos que as escolhas têm nas relações que mantemos.

Fenômeno do TikTok

Se ele estivesse comigo

Wenn ich ihr nur gesagt hätte, wie ich wirklich für sie fühle ... Autumn und Finn wachsen Tür an Tür auf, sind beste Freunde. Bis Finn sich eines Tages eingestehen muss, dass ihm Freundschaft nicht mehr genügt. Denn egal, was er versucht, er kann niemals vergessen, wie klug Autumn ist oder wie schön. Und auch nicht, wie eifersüchtig er wird, wenn er sie mit einem anderen sieht. Doch was, wenn Autumn anders empfindet? Was, wenn er im Begriff ist, alles zu zerstören? Und was, wenn das Schicksal ganz andere Pläne für die beiden hat? Das Warten hat ein Ende: Finns und Autumns hochemotionale Liebesgeschichte endlich erzählt aus seiner Perspektive! Spice-Level: 2 von 5

Roman. Die sehnlichst erwartete Fortsetzung der TikTok-Sensation. Jetzt auf Deutsch

If only I had told her

Si él hubiera estado conmigo, todo habría sido diferente... Autumn y Finn eran inseparables, hasta que las cosas cambiaron. Hasta que ellos cambiaron. Ahora se ignoran lo mejor que pueden. Finn se ha convertido en el chico más popular del instituto, y aunque Autumn tiene a su novio Jamie y a su grupo de amigos, cada vez que se cruza con Finn no puede evitar pensar en cómo sería todo si no se hubiesen distanciado. Pero cuando por fin consiguen entender qué les ocurrió años atrás, la situación cambia inevitablemente. Autumn se ve entonces forzada a confrontar cómo habría cambiado su vida si hubieran estado juntos y a aceptar que hay cosas que no se pueden deshacer. ENGLISH DESCRIPTION *A BookTok Viral Sensation* An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA romance bestseller is perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover, Jenny Han, and You've Reached Sam. If he had been with me, everything would have been different... Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other. Autumn has her boyfriend Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around. That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together. But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways...

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