Name: A Breath of Life
ISBN: 9780811219624

Clarice Lispector

Benjamin Moser

Johnny Lorenz

"A mystical mediation on creation and death in which a man (a thinly disguised Clarice Lispector) infuses the "breath of life" into his creation [and] forms a dialogue between the god-like author and the speaking, breathing, dying creature herself: Angela Pralini"--P. [4] of cover.

A Breath of Life

smile??

The people I love, in my experience, always end up loving one another.

a passage in the introduction about clarice's mother, and the context in which clarice was born into

[...] in that period of war, starvation, and racial persecution, her mother had been raped in a pogrom by Russian soldiers, and that she had consequentially contracted syphilis, which was then incurable.

According to the folk superstitions of the remote area where they lived, a woman with syphilis could be cured by pregnancy. And so that's what her parents did.

The result of this attempt to save her mother was Clarice Lispector herself. For her mother, however, the pregnancy cured nothing. And Clarice, for the first nine years of her life, was forced to watch her mother agonizing, paralyzed, exiled, dying.

Feeling the guilt of having failed in her attempt to cure her mother, the girl started telling stories in which an angel, a saint, a god, came to cure her. These stories failed.

The tragedy is the origin of one of the twentieth century's greatest writers. And until the very end of her life—until 

—she never lost the hope of repairing the world through mystic means.

from the introduction. some of clarice's last words before she died

"Let's pretend that we're not going to the hospital, that I'm not sick, and that we're going to Paris."

[...] Needless to say, she never went to Paris: she died six weeks later.

I write as if to save somebody's life. Probably my own. Life is a kind of madness that death makes. Long live the dead because we live in them.

Today is today. I'm stunned and at the same time suspicious that I've been given so much. And tomorrow I shall once again have a today.

I wanted to write a book. But where are the words? all the meanings have been exhausted.

To know when to quit. Whether to give up—this is often the question facing the gambler. No one is taught the art of walking away. And the anguish of deciding if I should keep playing is hardly unusual. Will I be able to quit honorably? or am I the type who waits stubbornly for something to happen? something like, for instance, the end of the world? or whatever it might be, maybe my own sudden death, in which case my decision to give up would be beside the point.

I'm afraid to write. It's so dangerous. Anyone who's tried knows.

I want every sentence of this book to be a climax.

I don't make literature: I simply live in the passage of time. The act of writing is the inevitable result of my being alive.

Writing is that search for the intimate truth of life.

Living is magical and wholly inexplicable. I understand death better.

I wonder: why does God demand our love? possible answer: so that we might love ourselves and in loving ourselves, forgive ourselves. And how we need forgiveness. Because life itself already comes muddled with error.

[...] solitude, the same that exists in every one, makes me invent. And is there another way to be saved? besides creating one's own realities? I have the strength for this like anybody else—isn't it true that we ended up creating a fragile and mad reality that is civilization? this civilization guided only by dreams.

I wanted to initiate an experiment and not just be the victim of an experiment I never authorized, that merely happened.

What is written here, mine or Angela's are the remains of a demolition of soul, they are lateral cuts of a reality that constantly escapes me.

I know t hat this book isn't easy, but it's easy only for those who believe in the mystery. As I write it I do not know myself, I forget myself. The I who appears in this book is not I. It is not autobiographical, you all know nothing of me. I never have told you and never shall tell you who I am. I am all of yourselves.

bit curious about the implications of this later on... not really sure what it's mean to be saying about the dialogue between the writer and angela?

I am making a really bad book on purpose in order to drive off the profane who want to "like". But a small group will see that this "liking is superficial and will enter inside what I am truly writing, which is neither "bad" nor "good."

[...] I am already in the future. This future of mine that shall be for you the past of someone dead. When you have finished this book cry a hallelujah for me. When you close the last page of this frustrated and dauntless and playful book of life then forget me. May God bless you then and this book ends well. That I might at last find respite. May peace be upon us, upon you, and upon me. Am I falling into discourse? may the temple's faithful forgive me: I write and that way rid myself of me and then at last I can rest.

Her world is only as unreal as the life of anyone who happens to read me.

“i’m in a certain hurry to feel everything.”

- let me start with an important point: a breath of life is NOT a good starting point for clarice lispector. it's weird to me that new directions doesn't put more emphasis on the fact that this is her final (and unfinished) novel, because that's an important piece of context and heavily influences your experience. if you go into a breath of life knowing it is the ending of clarice's body of work, and basically her final words to her audience, then you’ll enjoy it much more

- a breath of life is definitely the strangest novel i’ve read from clarice lispector so far in terms of structure and narrative. the entire novel is a dialogue between the narrator and a character he invented. however, these characters never feel concrete or tangible, and i imagine that was intentional from clarice. angela and the narrator were constantly changing and bleeding into one another—sometimes even turning into clarice herself—which makes both the characters feel even more otherworldly and complex. i don’t know what to say about either of the two characters in this dialogue because i’m scared of saying something that might not be truthful. there’s a lot that, admittedly, might’ve gone over my head

- at the time of writing this review, i’m in the middle of reading one of clarice’s most popular books, the hour of the star, and there’s a line from the introduction in that novel that i find worth mentioning here: 

“most late work has a spectral beauty, a sense of form and content dancing a slow and skillful waltz with each other. lispector, on the other hand, as she came to the end of her life, wrote as though her life was beginning [...]”

- this quote resonates with a breath of life just as much as it does with the hour of the star. despite being entirely about death, reading this novel felt like coming alive. there’s something very uniquely beautiful about this quality of a breath of life

- possibly clarice’s most powerful and emotional read, with an ending that only amplifies that stance. one of many books from this author that is worth calling a masterpiece

- “i’m in a certain hurry to feel everything.” (p.71)

- let me start with an important point: a breath of life is NOT a good starting point for clarice lispector. it's weird to me that new directions doesn't put more emphasis on the fact that this is her final (and unfinished) novel, because that's an important piece of context and heavily influences your experience. if you go into a breath of life knowing it is the ending of clarice's body of work, and basically her final words to her audience, then you’ll enjoy it much more

- a breath of life is definitely the strangest novel i’ve read from clarice lispector so far in terms of structure and narrative. the entire novel is a dialogue between the narrator and a character he invented. however, these characters never feel concrete or tangible, and i imagine that was intentional from clarice. angela and the narrator were constantly changing and bleeding into one another—sometimes even turning into clarice herself—which makes both the characters feel even more otherworldly and complex. i don’t know what to say about either of the two characters in this dialogue because i’m scared of saying something that might not be truthful. there’s a lot that, admittedly, might’ve gone over my head

- at the time of writing this review, i’m in the middle of reading one of clarice’s most popular books, the hour of the star, and there’s a line from the introduction in that novel that i find worth mentioning here: “most late work has a spectral beauty, a sense of form and content dancing a slow and skillful waltz with each other. lispector, on the other hand, as she came to the end of her life, wrote as though her life was beginning [...]”

- this quote resonates with a breath of life just as much as it does with the hour of the star. despite being entirely about death, reading this novel felt like coming alive. there’s something very uniquely beautiful about this quality of a breath of life

- possibly clarice’s most powerful and emotional read, with an ending that only amplifies that stance. one of many books from this author that is worth calling a masterpiece

“I don’t want to be only myself. I also want to be what I am not.” / “I want to re-inaugurate myself. And for that I’ll have to renounce my whole body of work and begin humbly, without deificaton, from a beginning in which there are no traces of any habit, foibles or abilities.” / “Angela, as I create you, I taste blood in my mouth.”

a meditation to the make-up of existence (creation v. creator, nature, language, organisms, culture, the void in the act of writing, escapism through another); not without its failings, exactly what you would expect from a philosophical fiction

shen

“I don’t want to be only myself. I also want to be what I am not.” / “I want to re-inaugurate myself. And for that I’ll have to renounce my whole body of work and begin humbly, without deificaton, from a beginning in which there are no traces of any habit, foibles or abilities.” / “Angela, as I create you, I taste blood in my mouth.”

a meditation to the make-up of existence (creation v. creator, nature, language, organisms, culture, the void in the act of writing, escapism through another); not without its failings, exactly what you would expect from a philosophical fiction

4.5 ⭐

a difficult text to read but mad. insane. genius. wise. existential. philosophical. brilliant. powerful.

jess

the perfusion, the justification, the separation, the acceptance, the reluctance - of a duality of human. occasionally we are Angela, a character full of luminescence, of life, of embracing as a whole, and some days we are the author, the exact opposite, the very slap-back-to-reality; sanctity of fatal darkness. some days we lie between both side of the spectrum, some days we exist as one. it is a book to read when you're ready to receive intensity; a dialogue of death and particulars, a crossing of two inextricable creations: author and text. she writes narrative epiphany, and you're carried; either in acceptance, or in reluctance; it affects you inevitably.

Wynter

- The book is obviously written by a dying person as reflection of life, which makes it hard for a reader like me, who lacks worldly experience to relate to it.
- The book has no plot, it is a book about nothing. instead, the narrative is pure stream of consciousness about feelings and associations.
- There is some interesting gender confusion when it comes to narrator. The "author" is implied to be a man, but Lispector's own voice sometimes breaks through and occasional feminine pronouns are used.
- I really liked "The Jewel" part, where Angela draws associations between precious stones and emotions. 
- The author states in the beginning, quite straight-forward, that the book is not for everyone to enjoy. In fact it was specifically written very confusing and full of personal references to weed out curious onlookers. Only selected few are supposed to really "get it". 
- I'm gonna be honest about it - I didn't get it. 
- I wonder why the New Directions editors elected to publish this book second in the series, since logically it should come forth and last.